1 00:00:19,560 --> 00:00:23,632 The 15 Year Old Girl 2 00:00:51,680 --> 00:00:54,319 Prologue: what I do it is Thomas's desire... 3 00:00:54,320 --> 00:00:56,992 Although he does not ask me to do so. 4 00:01:47,360 --> 00:01:48,999 He has not called my mother. 5 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:53,279 Or perhaps yes and he has not said anything to me on purpose, out of jealousy 6 00:01:53,280 --> 00:01:55,519 You can not count on him. 7 00:01:55,520 --> 00:01:58,159 If we do not reserve, we will not find a place. 8 00:01:58,160 --> 00:01:59,679 Do not worry. 9 00:01:59,680 --> 00:02:01,959 I hate to go on a trip, it worries me. 10 00:02:01,960 --> 00:02:04,599 I'm afraid to let myself go. 11 00:02:04,600 --> 00:02:07,159 You'll see, you may go without me. 12 00:02:07,160 --> 00:02:09,119 I will call him to remind him. 13 00:02:09,120 --> 00:02:13,079 Probably your father does not like me and you sympathize with him. 14 00:02:13,080 --> 00:02:14,999 No, I would have realized. 15 00:02:15,000 --> 00:02:18,199 Or perhaps he like me too much and that gives me more disgust. 16 00:02:18,200 --> 00:02:20,039 I'm going to see my mother. 17 00:02:20,040 --> 00:02:23,315 - Are you going home to your father? - No, I will go tomorrow. 18 00:02:38,520 --> 00:02:41,759 Hello, sorry to bother you, Is Thomas here? 19 00:02:41,760 --> 00:02:43,759 I don't think he comes today. 20 00:02:43,760 --> 00:02:47,638 But if you think it will happen, you can wait for him. 21 00:03:00,760 --> 00:03:04,479 - Sit down. - I'd rather stand. 22 00:03:05,600 --> 00:03:08,439 They all say that he can trust in you. 23 00:03:08,440 --> 00:03:11,319 But you has not called my mother ... 24 00:03:11,320 --> 00:03:12,959 I have not had time. 25 00:03:12,960 --> 00:03:14,959 If you want your child to yourself, alone ... 26 00:03:14,960 --> 00:03:17,799 It's a mess to look after him at his age. 27 00:03:17,800 --> 00:03:20,995 It is just what my mother would do. 28 00:03:21,440 --> 00:03:22,919 Do you really want to go? 29 00:03:22,920 --> 00:03:26,673 Yes, but I will not call not knowing where to go. 30 00:03:27,160 --> 00:03:30,079 We could go to an island in Britain. 31 00:03:30,080 --> 00:03:33,279 No, it's very cold, we can not swim. 32 00:03:33,280 --> 00:03:36,959 - My father told me about Formentera. - It was fashionable 20 years ago. 33 00:03:36,960 --> 00:03:39,719 Yes, with the hippies, but now it will be fine. 34 00:03:39,720 --> 00:03:42,519 Surely there are only rednecks. 35 00:03:42,520 --> 00:03:46,876 I was given directions to call. 36 00:03:47,680 --> 00:03:50,557 On Saturdays there is direct flight. 37 00:03:50,640 --> 00:03:53,399 Glad to meet you. 38 00:03:53,400 --> 00:03:54,759 And me. 39 00:03:54,760 --> 00:03:57,599 Even though I am angry with you. 40 00:03:57,600 --> 00:04:00,559 But I will forget it if you call my mother. 41 00:04:00,560 --> 00:04:04,159 If Thomas went without me I could not bear it. 42 00:04:04,160 --> 00:04:06,119 I do not like the words of feelings. 43 00:04:06,120 --> 00:04:09,599 I can not say, "feel" or "excite", it scares me. 44 00:04:09,600 --> 00:04:12,159 And I cannot explain well about Thomas, 45 00:04:12,160 --> 00:04:14,798 but I want to go with him. 46 00:04:17,040 --> 00:04:19,039 I'm going, you can get Thomas. 47 00:04:19,040 --> 00:04:21,314 Will not you wait? 48 00:04:22,520 --> 00:04:24,799 Do not tell him that I came, 49 00:04:24,800 --> 00:04:27,319 or that I waited, it would kill me. 50 00:04:27,320 --> 00:04:29,673 It would not be right. 51 00:04:32,080 --> 00:04:35,319 I want to go with Thomas and I agree to go with you. 52 00:04:35,320 --> 00:04:38,319 And if I insist, it is for Thomas. 53 00:04:38,320 --> 00:04:41,839 What I do is the desire of Thomas but he does not ask me to do so. 54 00:04:41,840 --> 00:04:44,114 Goodbye! 55 00:04:46,120 --> 00:04:48,159 I have a comment on Friday. 56 00:04:48,160 --> 00:04:50,239 Fortunately I do not know what to say. 57 00:04:50,240 --> 00:04:52,159 - Do you stay the night? - No. 58 00:04:52,160 --> 00:04:55,071 But we can go to bed for an hour. 59 00:05:01,280 --> 00:05:04,479 You have your parents too stuck in your head. 60 00:05:04,480 --> 00:05:07,596 We should be closer together. 61 00:05:12,600 --> 00:05:15,238 If not, it is better to be alone. 62 00:05:24,840 --> 00:05:28,354 Wake me if I fall asleep. 63 00:05:37,960 --> 00:05:41,719 I call him because I thought about it. My mother will not be able to refuse, 64 00:05:41,720 --> 00:05:44,439 and as it's not known it is better that I go home. 65 00:05:44,440 --> 00:05:47,719 I will not have to stay. In addition, she would not like it. 66 00:05:47,720 --> 00:05:49,599 Why? 67 00:05:49,600 --> 00:05:51,799 My mother is a woman of truth. 68 00:05:51,800 --> 00:05:55,559 And then what? After going home. 69 00:05:55,560 --> 00:05:57,439 I will see my father. 70 00:05:57,440 --> 00:05:59,799 I will accompany you. You don't like it?. 71 00:05:59,800 --> 00:06:02,879 Yes, sure, it is rather like a child 72 00:06:02,880 --> 00:06:04,879 It is not a man, it's not like her. 73 00:06:04,880 --> 00:06:07,079 She has long ceased to be a girl. 74 00:06:07,080 --> 00:06:09,239 Never should have been. 75 00:06:09,240 --> 00:06:12,708 Come to the address, Sunday at two. 76 00:06:14,080 --> 00:06:18,470 I have not eaten and I drank a little. One glass and I'm tipsy. 77 00:06:18,760 --> 00:06:22,799 As a child when I would not eat, my father would try everything. 78 00:06:22,800 --> 00:06:28,239 To distract me he would put on a robe and a sombrero with a feather.. 79 00:06:28,240 --> 00:06:31,759 But I just got scared, I hated the costumes. 80 00:06:31,760 --> 00:06:36,759 I did not eat anything and on having gone out of the school he bought me a ham slice. 81 00:06:36,760 --> 00:06:40,359 A few days eating only lean and others, only fat. 82 00:06:40,360 --> 00:06:42,998 Never both together. 83 00:06:47,880 --> 00:06:50,757 I am very unsociable. 84 00:06:50,880 --> 00:06:54,919 When I love someone, I first feel disgust, much disgust. 85 00:06:54,920 --> 00:06:57,751 A monumental disgust for everything. 86 00:06:57,760 --> 00:07:00,119 Then I often do. 87 00:07:00,120 --> 00:07:05,716 Usually to get attention. I'm afraid to go unnoticed. 88 00:07:19,720 --> 00:07:22,559 - I worry about something. - Not likely. 89 00:07:22,560 --> 00:07:24,839 Do I look like a boy or a man? 90 00:07:24,840 --> 00:07:27,599 As a boy. I hope so! 91 00:07:27,600 --> 00:07:29,839 If you are one, it is forever. 92 00:07:29,840 --> 00:07:33,400 Well, it depends on people and their ideas. 93 00:07:37,040 --> 00:07:39,234 I have to run. 94 00:07:43,120 --> 00:07:45,319 You will you call me, to see when we go? 95 00:07:45,320 --> 00:07:47,079 Maybe before. 96 00:07:47,080 --> 00:07:50,878 - Can I say that I've seen you? - Yes, it was for my mother. 97 00:08:02,680 --> 00:08:06,199 - Is it sure that she wants to come? - Yes, apparently you did not call. 98 00:08:06,200 --> 00:08:08,239 You could have done it. 99 00:08:08,240 --> 00:08:10,958 You promised it, for mother. 100 00:08:11,440 --> 00:08:13,239 I wanted to be sure. 101 00:08:13,240 --> 00:08:17,915 You are never sure of anything. What did you want to be sure? 102 00:08:19,240 --> 00:08:23,152 - Your girlfriend worries me. - Are you afraid? 103 00:08:23,600 --> 00:08:26,599 I do not know what that will be there. 104 00:08:26,600 --> 00:08:29,636 I ... and you two. 105 00:08:30,040 --> 00:08:33,235 I do not know why you're together. 106 00:08:34,360 --> 00:08:35,999 Perhaps security. 107 00:08:36,000 --> 00:08:39,799 Is that what she is, security? Furthermore, it is indiscreet. 108 00:08:39,800 --> 00:08:41,719 I know. 109 00:08:41,720 --> 00:08:46,110 I do not expect an answer, I was asking myself, not you. 110 00:08:47,800 --> 00:08:50,799 I get bored with the girls of my age. 111 00:08:50,800 --> 00:08:52,719 She's the same. 112 00:08:52,720 --> 00:08:56,393 Those of my age or older only think about sex. 113 00:08:57,120 --> 00:09:00,509 In addition, she is just like a boy. 114 00:09:00,840 --> 00:09:02,989 But better. 115 00:09:04,440 --> 00:09:06,399 I've said too much. 116 00:09:06,400 --> 00:09:09,277 I'm going to smoke, I'm nervous. 117 00:09:09,560 --> 00:09:12,599 You can, but Lucky is smoked without a filter. 118 00:09:12,600 --> 00:09:13,879 Since you'll buy them for me, 119 00:09:13,880 --> 00:09:17,792 I'll buy Craven, the package is nice. 120 00:09:19,480 --> 00:09:21,959 And spare me stupid questions. 121 00:09:21,960 --> 00:09:24,029 Sorry. 122 00:09:25,400 --> 00:09:26,839 Do you have homework? 123 00:09:26,840 --> 00:09:29,512 Yes, I will do it at mom's. 124 00:09:35,160 --> 00:09:37,319 Last night I dreamed that your father had died. 125 00:09:37,320 --> 00:09:40,959 He was old and died, A very strange feeling! 126 00:09:40,960 --> 00:09:43,837 You should call him. 127 00:09:45,640 --> 00:09:49,719 I have to tell you three things but I do not remember the order, it was logical. 128 00:09:49,720 --> 00:09:52,153 Let me think. 129 00:09:53,000 --> 00:09:56,799 You have to draw from the best of people, what they have in mind. 130 00:09:56,800 --> 00:09:59,279 That, first. 131 00:09:59,520 --> 00:10:02,119 Two: if you start something, you finish it. 132 00:10:02,120 --> 00:10:06,399 Though your not sure at first. The end must be beautiful. 133 00:10:06,400 --> 00:10:08,159 It is necessary. 134 00:10:08,160 --> 00:10:12,755 It may not be clear, I have it clear and I can not be clearer. 135 00:10:18,360 --> 00:10:22,799 Three: I'm afraid of your father. I do not know how to say it, but ... 136 00:10:22,800 --> 00:10:26,189 Do not, because "you do not know how." 137 00:10:26,360 --> 00:10:28,919 - It is also ironic. - Sarcastic. 138 00:10:28,920 --> 00:10:33,679 - What is the difference? - Sarcastic is against others. 139 00:10:33,680 --> 00:10:36,759 Regarding your dream, I have spoken with him, 140 00:10:36,760 --> 00:10:38,879 He seemed to be alive, would you call? 141 00:10:38,880 --> 00:10:42,075 - Is that sarcastic? Yes. 142 00:10:45,200 --> 00:10:47,879 He did not call my mother for hours. 143 00:10:47,880 --> 00:10:50,950 I saw the bills. - All three? 144 00:10:51,880 --> 00:10:54,598 Today this is heavy, right? 145 00:10:55,040 --> 00:10:56,959 I'm going. 146 00:10:56,960 --> 00:11:00,999 Do you call me? I do not call but he has to call my mother. 147 00:11:01,000 --> 00:11:02,839 - Will you swim? - Yes. 148 00:11:02,840 --> 00:11:07,116 - Without a swimsuit for security? - Yes, unless there is nobody. 149 00:11:07,560 --> 00:11:09,079 Where did you buy it? 150 00:11:09,080 --> 00:11:12,119 I will ask my uncle, he only thinks about clothes. 151 00:11:12,120 --> 00:11:14,109 Do you call me? 152 00:11:14,400 --> 00:11:17,277 - Do you call me? Yes. 153 00:11:20,440 --> 00:11:25,159 Day one: it is forbidden to stare at me so. Especially if it's you. 154 00:11:25,160 --> 00:11:27,319 The house is common but this is great. 155 00:11:27,320 --> 00:11:30,072 It is really nice. 156 00:11:31,840 --> 00:11:34,439 - The sea! Yes. 157 00:11:34,440 --> 00:11:37,439 The sea is truly magnificent. 158 00:11:37,440 --> 00:11:39,793 Completely blue. 159 00:11:40,120 --> 00:11:42,879 With the sun the color changes continuously. 160 00:11:42,880 --> 00:11:45,039 Here an exiled saint lived. 161 00:11:45,040 --> 00:11:47,879 He founded the Carmelite missionaries. 162 00:11:47,880 --> 00:11:50,679 Six years later, he went on missions. 163 00:11:50,680 --> 00:11:53,959 From the inside out, Thomas. Always. 164 00:11:53,960 --> 00:11:56,159 - Is it much distance to swim? - 500 Meters. 165 00:11:56,160 --> 00:11:59,479 I do not advise it, there are very strong currents. 166 00:11:59,480 --> 00:12:01,279 And on what was the saint living? 167 00:12:01,280 --> 00:12:04,359 In Velra there was always fresh water and rabbits. 168 00:12:04,360 --> 00:12:07,959 You have to like the rabbit and I do not like. 169 00:12:07,960 --> 00:12:10,871 - Will it do well? - Yes. 170 00:12:12,520 --> 00:12:17,399 - I left the swimming pool as they asked. - Perfect, I hate swimming pools. 171 00:12:17,400 --> 00:12:20,919 - Is it possible to get on the terrace? - Yes, inside. 172 00:12:20,920 --> 00:12:24,718 Take the keys, the papers are inside. 173 00:12:34,760 --> 00:12:37,159 My room. 174 00:12:38,440 --> 00:12:40,668 Yours. 175 00:12:45,760 --> 00:12:47,479 And your father. 176 00:12:47,480 --> 00:12:50,198 And over there above, the terrace. 177 00:13:07,760 --> 00:13:10,955 What did your father do on the plane? 178 00:13:11,960 --> 00:13:13,836 Nothing. 179 00:13:14,480 --> 00:13:17,710 He seemed happy to leave. 180 00:13:23,400 --> 00:13:25,479 Was he not looking at us? 181 00:13:25,480 --> 00:13:28,311 Not, he was looking at you. 182 00:13:31,960 --> 00:13:35,997 Not in an insistent way, but he was looking at you. 183 00:13:36,280 --> 00:13:39,589 - He wasn't staring at me with insistence? - No. 184 00:13:45,040 --> 00:13:46,439 Furtively? 185 00:13:46,440 --> 00:13:50,000 No, not pushy or furtively. 186 00:13:50,360 --> 00:13:52,839 Then carefully. 187 00:13:54,160 --> 00:13:56,513 So I saw. 188 00:14:01,200 --> 00:14:04,270 Let him look, it happens. 189 00:14:04,680 --> 00:14:07,910 No, no way, he was not looking at you. 190 00:14:08,160 --> 00:14:10,599 It is disgusting to notice a filthy look. 191 00:14:10,600 --> 00:14:12,999 It makes everything dirty. 192 00:14:13,000 --> 00:14:16,275 Including us, if you do nothing. 193 00:14:18,640 --> 00:14:21,239 It's under your supervision. 194 00:14:21,240 --> 00:14:23,719 And what you think, also I will think it. 195 00:14:23,720 --> 00:14:26,551 Do not become nervous. 196 00:14:31,880 --> 00:14:34,233 - Are we going to swim? - Yes. 197 00:14:38,400 --> 00:14:40,119 Not bad. 198 00:14:40,120 --> 00:14:42,314 With one hand. 199 00:14:43,600 --> 00:14:46,959 - I'll dislodge the jaw. - Wait. 200 00:14:46,960 --> 00:14:50,159 It's like if you did so ... 201 00:14:50,160 --> 00:14:52,799 See? See how easy it is. 202 00:14:52,800 --> 00:14:55,959 It's great! 203 00:14:55,960 --> 00:14:58,632 I hurt my throat! 204 00:15:09,960 --> 00:15:13,519 I do not like dark skin, I prefer transparent. 205 00:15:13,520 --> 00:15:18,479 The black goes with blond streaks, like my mother's friends. 206 00:15:18,840 --> 00:15:21,159 Unfortunately, I tan quickly. 207 00:15:21,160 --> 00:15:24,628 And luckily, I will soon. 208 00:15:55,640 --> 00:15:57,595 Are you coming? 209 00:16:05,960 --> 00:16:07,915 Are you coming? 210 00:16:07,920 --> 00:16:09,989 We're going. 211 00:16:10,680 --> 00:16:12,839 I know what you'll say, I disagree. 212 00:16:12,840 --> 00:16:16,439 - I am not interested in the looks. - He was not looking at you for you. 213 00:16:16,440 --> 00:16:22,070 Yes, when you were looking at me you had his look in your eyes, like a mirror. 214 00:16:27,080 --> 00:16:28,999 It's like swimming. 215 00:16:29,000 --> 00:16:31,959 You can do it naked if nobody looks at you. 216 00:16:31,960 --> 00:16:36,430 But if someone looks at you, even in swimsuit, it's uncomfortable. 217 00:16:41,520 --> 00:16:46,638 He is prohibited to look at me that way. Especially, if you should see it. 218 00:16:47,920 --> 00:16:50,751 I have to get away from his look. 219 00:16:54,080 --> 00:16:57,275 Simply look at me, it's very clever. 220 00:17:01,280 --> 00:17:04,439 If I leave, I'm just a wimp. 221 00:17:04,440 --> 00:17:07,396 Too mush exaggeration, is a pain in the ass. 222 00:17:07,960 --> 00:17:10,479 You always want to say things as they are. 223 00:17:10,480 --> 00:17:13,159 We say what happens. 224 00:17:13,160 --> 00:17:16,239 And I try, because I admire that in you. 225 00:17:16,240 --> 00:17:18,679 Do not approach and point, we will be together. 226 00:17:18,680 --> 00:17:21,239 Tomorrow we will go to the island, nobody will look at you. 227 00:17:21,240 --> 00:17:24,913 Spend the day without it. 228 00:17:55,200 --> 00:17:56,919 Can you turn it down? 229 00:17:56,920 --> 00:17:58,919 - You do not like? - No. 230 00:17:58,920 --> 00:18:02,753 Makes you want to mourn Although there is no desire to. 231 00:18:13,640 --> 00:18:16,790 When will you stop looking at me? 232 00:18:18,200 --> 00:18:21,873 It's not you who interests me but your age. 233 00:18:22,440 --> 00:18:25,749 And your age does not matter to me, it is quite disagreeable. 234 00:18:27,920 --> 00:18:31,159 I am interested in your age from what it produces: 235 00:18:31,160 --> 00:18:33,639 speed of execution in the phrase, 236 00:18:33,640 --> 00:18:36,839 and as they pass the feelings to your face. 237 00:18:36,840 --> 00:18:40,149 Very fast and very visibly. 238 00:18:40,520 --> 00:18:43,719 But what you usually say is not predictable. 239 00:18:43,720 --> 00:18:46,153 As if you were younger. 240 00:18:46,640 --> 00:18:51,030 I do not know how you can preserve it and remain in such a state. 241 00:18:51,480 --> 00:18:54,959 You still have a sense of joy, humor. 242 00:18:54,960 --> 00:18:58,359 You are happier, so you're better. 243 00:18:58,360 --> 00:19:00,319 Thomas is simpler than you 244 00:19:00,320 --> 00:19:03,199 His aim is to make me say: " Ah, yes! " 245 00:19:03,200 --> 00:19:06,439 Makes it impossible for him to say, and he is content. 246 00:19:06,440 --> 00:19:09,670 Also you say very well: " Oh, no! ". 247 00:19:09,680 --> 00:19:12,199 With so much enthusiasm! 248 00:19:12,200 --> 00:19:15,359 Only the end falls down with regard to: " Ah, yes! " 249 00:19:15,360 --> 00:19:17,429 It is very convenient. 250 00:19:17,640 --> 00:19:19,639 I never said: "Oh, no!" 251 00:19:19,640 --> 00:19:21,919 Since you arrived you say it your way. 252 00:19:21,920 --> 00:19:25,319 Without pronouncing, but I hear very well. 253 00:19:25,320 --> 00:19:27,514 Yes, really. 254 00:19:27,600 --> 00:19:30,033 That's funny. 255 00:19:43,760 --> 00:19:47,479 I like to read, I do not like when you read. 256 00:19:50,840 --> 00:19:53,114 Are you angry? 257 00:20:00,760 --> 00:20:03,512 Do you have grounds? 258 00:20:06,160 --> 00:20:09,833 Protect yourself or you will feel my motives. 259 00:21:42,120 --> 00:21:43,599 Let's play. 260 00:21:43,600 --> 00:21:48,639 The test is to seduce the father and to make him fall down to escape from him. 261 00:21:51,240 --> 00:21:53,919 By day, pretend that nothing happens. 262 00:21:53,920 --> 00:21:56,592 And at night, everything is dangerous. 263 00:22:20,520 --> 00:22:25,274 I love you. Neither brother nor sister, more than that. 264 00:22:34,200 --> 00:22:35,879 Day 2: Thomas and I, we decided ... nothing. 265 00:22:35,880 --> 00:22:38,950 Do not do anything, annoyed with it all. 266 00:22:58,440 --> 00:23:00,839 Room Service. 267 00:23:20,360 --> 00:23:23,237 Room Service. 268 00:23:35,200 --> 00:23:38,599 This morning I am attracted by the perfection of the world. 269 00:23:38,600 --> 00:23:42,039 I know it will not last but I can not say otherwise. 270 00:23:42,040 --> 00:23:44,439 You're quite right. 271 00:23:44,560 --> 00:23:47,359 At your age, you feel good almost every morning. 272 00:23:47,360 --> 00:23:50,319 You do not understand the scope of my metaphysical reflection. 273 00:23:50,320 --> 00:23:52,959 No, not metaphysical. 274 00:23:52,960 --> 00:23:56,439 But if you think today the world is nice, I trust you. 275 00:23:56,440 --> 00:24:00,279 As you do not usually like anything, I think. 276 00:24:00,280 --> 00:24:03,599 - But not for long, of course. - Of course. 277 00:24:03,600 --> 00:24:06,999 - I hope. - Do I take you in the car up to the top? 278 00:24:07,000 --> 00:24:09,399 No, not necessary. 279 00:24:09,800 --> 00:24:11,755 Good luck. 280 00:24:25,840 --> 00:24:28,159 Sure you do not want to come? 281 00:24:28,160 --> 00:24:30,479 I do not think I'll come, although i want to be with you.. 282 00:24:30,480 --> 00:24:32,959 It's hardly 500 meters. 283 00:24:32,960 --> 00:24:35,518 It is too far. 284 00:24:35,920 --> 00:24:39,839 I promise I will not leave you, we drown together. Come! 285 00:24:39,840 --> 00:24:42,114 No, I'm afraid. 286 00:24:42,280 --> 00:24:44,872 I can not resist. 287 00:24:46,960 --> 00:24:51,111 I love you in spite of everything. What counts is not the swimmer. 288 00:24:53,400 --> 00:24:56,675 If you are not going, pick up my clothes. 289 00:25:05,120 --> 00:25:08,315 Forget the picnic! 290 00:25:30,160 --> 00:25:32,388 What? 291 00:25:32,440 --> 00:25:37,353 I chickened out. I didn't even expect to see him go. 292 00:25:38,800 --> 00:25:41,319 He was so far away, I no longer saw him. 293 00:25:41,320 --> 00:25:44,550 He was just a speck in the sea. 294 00:25:46,480 --> 00:25:49,359 If something happens to him, we will not be able to alert anyone. 295 00:25:49,360 --> 00:25:52,669 No need to worry. 296 00:25:54,120 --> 00:25:56,679 I trust him too much. 297 00:25:56,680 --> 00:26:00,990 I have not done the right thing, I should have stopped him. 298 00:26:05,600 --> 00:26:07,599 And now I have fear. 299 00:26:07,600 --> 00:26:11,273 Do not be afraid, Thomas would not like it. 300 00:26:29,480 --> 00:26:32,232 I am going to Thomas' room. 301 00:26:43,480 --> 00:26:45,549 Can not sleep? 302 00:26:48,520 --> 00:26:49,559 No. 303 00:26:49,560 --> 00:26:52,152 - Are you better? - Not much. 304 00:26:52,880 --> 00:26:55,916 Tell me a story about Thomas. 305 00:27:00,360 --> 00:27:04,679 At 4 years old he asked me to take off the training wheels on his bike. 306 00:27:04,680 --> 00:27:07,239 I refused, I was afraid he would get hurt. 307 00:27:07,240 --> 00:27:11,277 His mother was so insistent that I relented. 308 00:27:12,240 --> 00:27:16,119 He mounted it and went away, as if his whole life he had done it. 309 00:27:16,120 --> 00:27:19,959 I accused him of having practiced with a friend, but no. 310 00:27:19,960 --> 00:27:23,839 He had awakened saying "I know cycling," and it was true. 311 00:27:23,840 --> 00:27:25,829 He was right. 312 00:28:01,520 --> 00:28:03,079 Kleine schlafm�tze, 313 00:28:03,080 --> 00:28:05,159 I went for Thomas, to turn him toward the right way. 314 00:28:05,160 --> 00:28:10,358 You've been sleeping. If you sleep well, anything can happen. 315 00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:33,113 Yes it is far but not too great for Thomas. 316 00:28:33,200 --> 00:28:34,839 There is no danger. 317 00:28:34,840 --> 00:28:37,876 There is no point staying here. 318 00:28:39,800 --> 00:28:41,999 Yes, better to wait at home. 319 00:28:42,000 --> 00:28:44,639 You're right, he may have arrived. 320 00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:46,436 Yes. 321 00:28:54,720 --> 00:28:57,759 What does it mean "Kleine schlafm�ze"? 322 00:28:57,760 --> 00:29:00,432 The little sleeper. 323 00:29:00,880 --> 00:29:03,074 How beautiful! 324 00:29:29,520 --> 00:29:32,239 Thomas and I have decided something ... 325 00:29:32,240 --> 00:29:35,231 We don't anything, annoyed with it all. 326 00:29:35,800 --> 00:29:37,994 Then, we shall see 327 00:29:38,560 --> 00:29:42,039 If this was like with the others, it would be terrible. 328 00:29:42,040 --> 00:29:44,314 But I do not believe. 329 00:29:45,920 --> 00:29:49,229 Although I also think I do not care. 330 00:29:50,480 --> 00:29:53,914 If I do not love the boy, it is sure that it does not affect me. 331 00:29:58,080 --> 00:30:00,439 I do not like subservient guys. 332 00:30:00,440 --> 00:30:05,752 The guys I met at 14 years were wild and independent. 333 00:30:07,440 --> 00:30:10,039 At 16, are no longer wild.. 334 00:30:10,040 --> 00:30:12,519 It's a difficult age. 335 00:30:12,520 --> 00:30:16,719 They start thinking about sex and violence, it tickles them. 336 00:30:16,720 --> 00:30:18,914 Later, it is the same. 337 00:30:23,080 --> 00:30:26,674 As they begin thinking about sex ... 338 00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:32,276 When I met Thomas he was not thinking about that. 339 00:30:32,440 --> 00:30:34,719 Thinking without thinking. 340 00:30:34,720 --> 00:30:37,119 I can not explain, it's much nicer. 341 00:30:37,120 --> 00:30:40,279 He believes that he does not think about it but yes it does it. 342 00:30:40,280 --> 00:30:43,032 Yadem�s, can be jealous 343 00:30:44,800 --> 00:30:49,759 To make a boy become jealous, it is necessary to count up to 100. 344 00:30:49,840 --> 00:30:52,353 Come on, he says. 345 00:30:55,480 --> 00:30:57,799 One, two, three, four, five, 346 00:30:57,800 --> 00:31:00,677 six, seven, eight, nine ... 347 00:31:02,240 --> 00:31:05,359 One, two, three, 348 00:31:05,360 --> 00:31:08,555 four, five ... 349 00:31:15,160 --> 00:31:18,399 The island was worthless, there was not one bird. 350 00:31:18,400 --> 00:31:22,319 Only beer cans and so many rabbits that I could have pulled them up by the ears, 351 00:31:22,320 --> 00:31:24,039 as carrots. 352 00:31:24,040 --> 00:31:26,039 I should have brought one. 353 00:31:26,040 --> 00:31:29,039 I was only an hour because I saw an old tower 354 00:31:29,040 --> 00:31:31,839 that only is seen from there, and I went up it. 355 00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:34,239 - And it was very nice. - And now you're hungry. 356 00:31:34,240 --> 00:31:36,673 Yes. Well. 357 00:31:45,960 --> 00:31:49,076 You're a pig, a savage. 358 00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:19,079 I missed you. 359 00:32:19,080 --> 00:32:21,718 And I love you. 360 00:32:26,120 --> 00:32:28,879 Do you feel that we should not be like the others? 361 00:32:28,880 --> 00:32:31,552 We are not like others. 362 00:32:37,920 --> 00:32:40,876 If we start, we are ready. 363 00:32:42,440 --> 00:32:46,273 The idea that you can be a boy like the others ... 364 00:32:54,120 --> 00:32:58,476 It does not have to be difficult, if it is a test, it is absurd. 365 00:33:05,080 --> 00:33:07,559 Today I want to sleep with you. 366 00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:10,755 But I will sleep in your bed. 367 00:33:31,880 --> 00:33:33,835 Get out. 368 00:33:36,600 --> 00:33:39,399 No creeping around the house this evening? 369 00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:42,277 No, I will not be a mouse. 370 00:34:01,320 --> 00:34:04,559 I've bundled a fresh cigar. 371 00:34:04,560 --> 00:34:06,199 Do you see anyone? 372 00:34:06,200 --> 00:34:08,719 Do you believe that I need it to make fun myself? 373 00:34:08,720 --> 00:34:11,153 Here, for the road. 374 00:34:13,160 --> 00:34:16,754 When we leave will we miss the house? 375 00:34:17,080 --> 00:34:19,035 You think so? 376 00:34:23,280 --> 00:34:26,430 - Good night. - Good night. 377 00:34:35,400 --> 00:34:37,999 Day Three: the pledge is to seduce to your father so that he falls down 378 00:34:38,000 --> 00:34:41,230 and to get rid of him ... especially if you want. 379 00:35:03,200 --> 00:35:07,510 I understand that he is dead but he cannot pass the day sleeping. 380 00:35:10,520 --> 00:35:14,479 When I was 14 years I was in love with a girl of 15. 381 00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:17,559 I just wanted to be in love, I never kissed her. 382 00:35:17,560 --> 00:35:19,993 It would have been terrible. 383 00:35:21,640 --> 00:35:25,757 It lasted me years, and it had to last, it was made for that. 384 00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:29,792 I do not believe that she found out. 385 00:35:30,120 --> 00:35:32,159 I saw her every Sunday. 386 00:35:32,160 --> 00:35:36,675 I knew her until the registration of her father's car. 387 00:35:37,320 --> 00:35:39,599 In the winter she had a red leather coat, 388 00:35:39,600 --> 00:35:42,033 and a green scarf. 389 00:35:42,320 --> 00:35:45,550 Their number was: Nation 5876. 390 00:35:47,640 --> 00:35:51,757 He circled the booths and sometimes entered. 391 00:35:53,160 --> 00:35:56,355 He even was calling one day for some foolishnesses. 392 00:35:57,360 --> 00:36:01,511 The excuse was mediocre, but then he was so happy. 393 00:36:03,440 --> 00:36:06,351 I think I'm in love with you. 394 00:36:10,920 --> 00:36:13,638 I think that I do not love him. 395 00:36:19,480 --> 00:36:21,079 I understand. 396 00:36:21,080 --> 00:36:23,752 But it is still necessary to prove it. 397 00:36:34,800 --> 00:36:37,074 Does you stay? 398 00:36:46,880 --> 00:36:50,155 I think I'm in love with you. 399 00:36:54,840 --> 00:36:57,637 I think that I do not love him 400 00:36:58,440 --> 00:37:01,192 I think I'm in love with you. 401 00:37:03,320 --> 00:37:05,992 I think I do not love him. 402 00:37:17,720 --> 00:37:22,030 Before we were saying everything, now, with your father, everything is tied. 403 00:37:22,160 --> 00:37:24,991 What, again with the looks? 404 00:37:26,920 --> 00:37:29,239 There are looks and words. 405 00:37:29,240 --> 00:37:32,117 And what he says when you are not around. 406 00:37:34,120 --> 00:37:37,599 - We will have a pledge. - What? 407 00:37:37,600 --> 00:37:40,318 Like when you play and then lose. 408 00:37:40,320 --> 00:37:43,880 A pledge is to get another game. 409 00:37:45,240 --> 00:37:48,079 And although he's done something foolish, why continue? 410 00:37:48,080 --> 00:37:50,479 Also, what game? 411 00:37:51,040 --> 00:37:54,156 No need to invent a pledge. 412 00:37:56,240 --> 00:37:59,515 No I have to settle the score with my father. 413 00:38:08,240 --> 00:38:09,599 Last night I said: 414 00:38:09,600 --> 00:38:14,070 " The pledge is to seduce him so that he falls down and to get rid of him ". 415 00:38:15,200 --> 00:38:17,792 Especially if you want. 416 00:38:19,600 --> 00:38:22,955 You do not remember, clearly, you were sleeping. 417 00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:30,679 It is not something against him, but for us to be one. 418 00:38:30,680 --> 00:38:34,319 When we fight, we are two people. 419 00:38:36,240 --> 00:38:41,279 - I do it so that we do not separate. - No, it is a sordid idea. 420 00:38:45,600 --> 00:38:47,599 I disagree. 421 00:38:47,600 --> 00:38:49,079 You asshole! 422 00:38:49,080 --> 00:38:52,999 I will not sleep with him, I just want him dizzy. 423 00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:56,355 With an entire return, not with average. 424 00:39:02,720 --> 00:39:05,551 So we will not part. 425 00:39:07,040 --> 00:39:10,879 And what matters is the end, it must be beautiful. 426 00:39:10,880 --> 00:39:13,313 I do not think of anything else. 427 00:39:13,360 --> 00:39:15,634 I disagree. 428 00:39:38,280 --> 00:39:40,474 What are you doing? 429 00:39:41,120 --> 00:39:42,799 I do not know. 430 00:39:42,800 --> 00:39:45,916 Perhaps to return to the city. 431 00:40:15,120 --> 00:40:17,473 Want to tell me something? 432 00:40:19,120 --> 00:40:21,235 Of course not. 433 00:41:00,960 --> 00:41:03,598 I withdraw everything previously mentioned. 434 00:41:05,520 --> 00:41:07,839 I have never spoken to you about love. 435 00:41:07,840 --> 00:41:10,273 And I have never kissed you. 436 00:41:42,840 --> 00:41:46,752 He told me he was going to the agency. 437 00:41:53,720 --> 00:41:56,233 I'm going to try again with him. 438 00:42:55,200 --> 00:42:56,359 Jules! 439 00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:58,475 I'm here! 440 00:43:04,760 --> 00:43:07,199 Now you are interested in German? 441 00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:10,395 It's a nice language to hear. 442 00:43:15,000 --> 00:43:17,799 What does "schlafen"? Small? 443 00:43:17,800 --> 00:43:20,359 No, "sleep". 444 00:43:20,360 --> 00:43:22,554 Or "sleeper", right? 445 00:43:23,120 --> 00:43:27,239 - And "m�tze" is "small"? - No, that's "kleine". 446 00:43:27,240 --> 00:43:30,356 - Why? - No, it's nothing. 447 00:43:31,560 --> 00:43:34,437 - I can look. - It's not worth it. 448 00:43:39,280 --> 00:43:41,315 "Cap"! 449 00:43:41,960 --> 00:43:45,918 If you are going to "sleep" it means "nightcap." 450 00:43:46,640 --> 00:43:49,870 What is this "nightcap"? 451 00:43:51,560 --> 00:43:54,835 Did you go to ask my father for one? 452 00:43:55,080 --> 00:43:56,679 You are gili! 453 00:43:56,680 --> 00:43:58,999 Probably be the person who takes it. 454 00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:00,959 Yes, it will be that. 455 00:44:00,960 --> 00:44:04,918 I tried to look for one one. But this one is not bad. 456 00:44:38,040 --> 00:44:40,439 She wears a sexy red dress. 457 00:44:40,440 --> 00:44:42,839 He glances at her. 458 00:44:42,960 --> 00:44:44,679 "What do you think?" She says. 459 00:44:44,680 --> 00:44:48,069 "I have a cold." He says ... 460 00:44:49,440 --> 00:44:52,396 "The nights are warm." 461 00:44:53,120 --> 00:44:55,439 "Does he want my jersey?" 462 00:44:55,440 --> 00:44:57,159 He speaks about us. 463 00:44:57,160 --> 00:45:00,239 He says: "They are equal, without actually being so. " 464 00:45:00,240 --> 00:45:03,708 " They have the same grace, the same exterior. " 465 00:45:04,680 --> 00:45:07,039 If she is not the obsessed one of the beauty 466 00:45:07,040 --> 00:45:10,508 He will not understand nothing of what she says. 467 00:45:10,880 --> 00:45:13,919 - The girl gets them ready for... - The woman! 468 00:45:13,920 --> 00:45:16,719 So that it takes her to the house along the sea. 469 00:45:16,720 --> 00:45:18,755 Here? 470 00:45:19,240 --> 00:45:20,679 No. 471 00:45:20,680 --> 00:45:23,599 He thinks he should tell 472 00:45:23,600 --> 00:45:26,799 things from your childhood for her to fall. 473 00:45:26,800 --> 00:45:29,631 Things a bit poetic. 474 00:45:29,880 --> 00:45:32,559 These two are beginning to show a bit of disgust. 475 00:45:32,560 --> 00:45:35,391 I prefer that she does not speak to him about us. 476 00:45:36,360 --> 00:45:40,113 If she brings it, it is that he has a heart of stone. 477 00:45:41,280 --> 00:45:46,512 Do you prefer in the car or naked on the beach? 478 00:45:46,800 --> 00:45:50,189 I prefer silence to hear bullshit. 479 00:45:51,680 --> 00:45:54,511 I hope that she is the one that he undresses. 480 00:45:55,480 --> 00:45:58,799 She runs, does not realize the ridiculous one, 481 00:45:58,800 --> 00:46:01,519 everything moves her to him, not a pretty sight. 482 00:46:01,520 --> 00:46:04,317 Even he must laugh. 483 00:46:06,760 --> 00:46:09,199 Well, what do we do? 484 00:46:09,200 --> 00:46:11,553 - Do we swim? - Yes. 485 00:46:14,440 --> 00:46:17,670 Since your father is not here, no top. 486 00:46:45,200 --> 00:46:47,349 We're good. 487 00:46:47,720 --> 00:46:49,479 Perfectly fine. 488 00:46:49,480 --> 00:46:51,839 I think it's perfect. 489 00:46:51,840 --> 00:46:53,999 As the landscape. 490 00:46:54,000 --> 00:46:55,719 Yes. 491 00:46:55,720 --> 00:46:57,839 I do not like those rocks. 492 00:46:57,840 --> 00:47:00,831 If I was living here, I would order to throw them. 493 00:47:01,640 --> 00:47:05,677 I would live happy here all year, with you. 494 00:47:06,400 --> 00:47:08,639 It is too hard, it scares me. 495 00:47:08,640 --> 00:47:11,437 It is far from perfect! 496 00:47:14,160 --> 00:47:17,276 Only my belly button is. 497 00:47:19,440 --> 00:47:23,039 Show it to me, with the swimsuit it is never seen. 498 00:47:23,040 --> 00:47:25,999 Only one sees the half, on purpose. 499 00:47:26,000 --> 00:47:28,879 Anyway, show. 500 00:47:28,880 --> 00:47:30,839 The beauty, I hide. 501 00:47:30,840 --> 00:47:33,239 A belly button is not taught to anyone. 502 00:47:33,240 --> 00:47:34,679 I'll show you later. 503 00:47:34,680 --> 00:47:37,239 I am not just anyone. 504 00:47:37,240 --> 00:47:39,719 What is so special? 505 00:47:39,720 --> 00:47:41,319 That is beautiful! 506 00:47:41,320 --> 00:47:43,799 It looks like a tear. 507 00:47:50,960 --> 00:47:52,719 It's nice, huh? 508 00:47:52,720 --> 00:47:56,280 It is transparent, almost invisible. 509 00:47:58,600 --> 00:48:01,119 I'm sure he has not been to the agency. 510 00:48:01,120 --> 00:48:05,112 - If not, what has he gone to do? - I do not know. 511 00:49:32,240 --> 00:49:35,117 You want to run away from it? 512 00:49:38,120 --> 00:49:40,473 Has he kissed her? 513 00:49:40,920 --> 00:49:44,229 Whom should he have kissed? 514 00:49:52,200 --> 00:49:55,031 Anyway, I hate you. 515 00:50:10,000 --> 00:50:13,753 You believe that it is a luck to meet someone as you? 516 00:50:18,600 --> 00:50:20,828 Go to sleep. 517 00:50:24,520 --> 00:50:27,039 And you, go to sleep? 518 00:50:27,040 --> 00:50:28,879 Not right now. 519 00:50:28,880 --> 00:50:31,559 I'm not very friendly with the bogey-man. 520 00:50:31,560 --> 00:50:33,439 Better. 521 00:50:33,440 --> 00:50:37,477 I don't like the day people, I prefer the night. 522 00:51:09,320 --> 00:51:11,439 Day Four: I have become a girl as like others. 523 00:51:11,440 --> 00:51:14,476 I cannot see the difference ... you are right. 524 00:51:23,400 --> 00:51:25,279 You do not eat breakfast? 525 00:51:25,280 --> 00:51:27,872 No, later. 526 00:51:37,480 --> 00:51:39,519 Do we eat in the restaurant? 527 00:51:39,520 --> 00:51:41,509 It costs. 528 00:51:52,280 --> 00:51:55,199 I am not ashamed what happens to you. 529 00:51:55,200 --> 00:51:58,191 I never behaved worse with Thomas. 530 00:52:02,920 --> 00:52:05,479 I know you do not like me in a dirty way. 531 00:52:05,480 --> 00:52:08,391 I want to say, in a nice way.. 532 00:52:09,840 --> 00:52:12,751 He was also nice. 533 00:52:47,400 --> 00:52:50,152 This is a mess for Thomas. 534 00:52:51,480 --> 00:52:54,755 Although against him it is not possible to do anything. 535 00:52:55,560 --> 00:52:58,596 When we all love all... 536 00:53:02,320 --> 00:53:03,999 Do you come to swim? 537 00:53:04,000 --> 00:53:06,399 No, I'm staying. 538 00:53:31,920 --> 00:53:34,990 Why didn't you come to see me this morning? 539 00:53:35,040 --> 00:53:38,199 I thought that the pledge is a good idea. 540 00:53:38,200 --> 00:53:40,959 You had reason with the looks and stuff. 541 00:53:40,960 --> 00:53:44,359 If he seems to you to be disgusting, then show no mercy. 542 00:53:44,360 --> 00:53:48,272 Annoy him completely, no half measures. 543 00:53:52,120 --> 00:53:55,680 Although there is danger it cannot do anything to us. 544 00:53:56,840 --> 00:53:59,671 No one can harm us. 545 00:54:07,040 --> 00:54:09,678 Can you leave me alone? 546 00:54:22,200 --> 00:54:26,399 - What's up with the agency? - What about the agency... 547 00:54:26,400 --> 00:54:28,674 Well. 548 00:54:31,760 --> 00:54:34,879 What I do not like here is the fact that it is necessary to be seated. 549 00:54:34,880 --> 00:54:38,439 At home how standing, it is much more practical. 550 00:54:38,440 --> 00:54:42,318 It falls so rapidly that you do not put on weight. 551 00:54:44,280 --> 00:54:47,439 Also, this way we have three dishes. 552 00:54:47,440 --> 00:54:49,759 It would be better to eat all in the same one. 553 00:54:49,760 --> 00:54:51,954 I agree. 554 00:54:53,320 --> 00:54:57,039 Then see you later in house. 555 00:55:06,640 --> 00:55:09,839 If you are honest, there is nothing to worry about. 556 00:55:09,840 --> 00:55:12,239 I'll be there at six o'clock. 557 00:55:12,240 --> 00:55:14,839 When you want to tell me, tell me. 558 00:55:14,840 --> 00:55:19,150 - Nobody can separate us. - Tell me at six. 559 00:55:23,160 --> 00:55:26,674 Do not speak about him, he is not like you. 560 00:55:27,160 --> 00:55:29,919 You make it impossible to live with him. 561 00:55:29,920 --> 00:55:32,353 You are all dangerous. 562 00:55:33,760 --> 00:55:37,039 Without sense of beauty, it's not worth living. 563 00:55:37,040 --> 00:55:40,474 And your taste for perfection is morbid. 564 00:56:01,400 --> 00:56:03,594 What time is it? 565 00:56:04,680 --> 00:56:06,715 Four. 566 00:56:10,240 --> 00:56:13,276 I have become a girl like the others. 567 00:56:13,560 --> 00:56:16,198 I do not see the difference. 568 00:56:16,640 --> 00:56:18,709 He's right. 569 00:56:47,000 --> 00:56:48,999 The four and ten. 570 00:56:49,000 --> 00:56:52,639 You did well to change your dress, I prefer this one. 571 00:56:55,800 --> 00:56:58,839 I hate those who do not contain their desires. 572 00:56:58,840 --> 00:57:00,239 "To those who?" 573 00:57:00,240 --> 00:57:01,959 So I'm not alone? 574 00:57:01,960 --> 00:57:04,359 Do you also include yourself? 575 00:57:04,360 --> 00:57:06,759 I do not like the lexicon of feelings. 576 00:57:06,760 --> 00:57:09,796 Do not get into it. 577 00:57:10,640 --> 00:57:13,799 However, you said the word "desire." 578 00:57:13,800 --> 00:57:15,759 And it can lead to feeling. 579 00:57:15,760 --> 00:57:18,716 And also the most animal thing. 580 00:57:19,880 --> 00:57:22,119 But, scarcely pronounced, 581 00:57:22,120 --> 00:57:25,159 silently articulated, the word " love. " 582 00:57:25,160 --> 00:57:26,239 Can you say it? 583 00:57:26,240 --> 00:57:29,239 If there is a disgusting expression it is: "Making love". 584 00:57:29,240 --> 00:57:33,676 'Fuck' okay, but to 'make love' in addition, it is not done 585 00:57:33,880 --> 00:57:35,559 Yes a forbidden word, 586 00:57:35,560 --> 00:57:38,679 Do you get tangled in the brain Or are you stuck in your mouth? 587 00:57:38,680 --> 00:57:41,159 It depends for whom. 588 00:57:41,880 --> 00:57:44,598 For me, for example? 589 00:57:45,040 --> 00:57:48,270 Though it was true, she would not say it to him. 590 00:57:48,680 --> 00:57:53,116 So bad she would be with him all the same? I am surprised. 591 00:57:53,360 --> 00:57:57,033 I think one of his qualities is honesty. 592 00:57:57,360 --> 00:58:01,796 Talk about feelings but you're a seducer, a pig. 593 00:58:03,040 --> 00:58:05,553 We are all pigs. 594 00:58:22,000 --> 00:58:23,959 Can I do a reading to you? 595 00:58:23,960 --> 00:58:26,959 It is not obscene: " To do a reading?" 596 00:58:26,960 --> 00:58:28,949 I think not. 597 00:58:35,880 --> 00:58:39,319 Unless you think it will last until he returns, 598 00:58:39,320 --> 00:58:42,880 it would be necessary to raise the level of the conversation. 599 00:58:44,040 --> 00:58:47,031 He returns at six o'clock exactly. 600 00:58:50,640 --> 00:58:53,835 Do not think you are important to me. 601 00:58:54,840 --> 00:58:56,989 Do not believe it. 602 00:59:12,680 --> 00:59:15,352 I do not believe anything. 603 00:59:27,720 --> 00:59:31,159 I Always arranged everything in order that they loved me. 604 00:59:31,160 --> 00:59:33,639 I was afraid that the boys did not love me. 605 00:59:33,640 --> 00:59:36,879 I was thinking: " If I don't do that, already they will not love me." 606 00:59:36,880 --> 00:59:39,599 It scares me if they do not love me. 607 00:59:39,600 --> 00:59:42,239 Perhaps I do not want, I do not know... 608 00:59:42,240 --> 00:59:45,913 It amounts to a lot of fuss. 609 00:59:46,400 --> 00:59:49,359 When they were asking me to do it once, I was agreeing. 610 00:59:49,360 --> 00:59:51,639 But several, no. 611 00:59:51,640 --> 00:59:54,119 I did it in order to say it was because them. 612 00:59:54,120 --> 00:59:56,839 Meanwhile they loved me or they were feigning to love me... 613 00:59:56,840 --> 00:59:59,559 It was because of them, but I did not care. 614 00:59:59,560 --> 01:00:03,393 At first, I was so disgusted at the idea of fucking. 615 01:00:05,440 --> 01:00:10,194 I then accepted, but never more than once. 616 01:00:10,600 --> 01:00:13,559 With Thomas I was afraid that he was going to be like the others. 617 01:00:13,560 --> 01:00:17,639 But we decided that between us there would be nothing unusual. 618 01:00:17,640 --> 01:00:21,518 He does not think as a boy, and I don't take myself as a girl. 619 01:00:23,160 --> 01:00:25,479 The first time I did it with a guy, 620 01:00:25,480 --> 01:00:27,319 I rejected my femininity. 621 01:00:27,320 --> 01:00:29,239 It was not his fault. 622 01:00:29,240 --> 01:00:32,159 I cut my hair, I wanted to be a boy. 623 01:00:32,160 --> 01:00:34,399 It's much better to be a boy. 624 01:00:34,400 --> 01:00:36,479 Now I know I can not change. 625 01:00:36,480 --> 01:00:39,152 It sucks being a girl. 626 01:00:53,680 --> 01:00:54,879 How are you? 627 01:00:54,880 --> 01:00:56,319 And you? 628 01:00:56,320 --> 01:00:58,439 Super great. 629 01:00:58,440 --> 01:01:00,839 Not funny. 630 01:01:02,040 --> 01:01:03,719 Well, what? 631 01:01:03,720 --> 01:01:06,079 You lose the time, nothing will happen. 632 01:01:06,080 --> 01:01:08,433 Will nothing happen any more? 633 01:01:09,560 --> 01:01:11,959 Nothing will happen any more. 634 01:01:12,000 --> 01:01:15,798 I am not used to that "nothing" with you. 635 01:01:16,480 --> 01:01:19,479 It has become more important than I wanted, but will not last. 636 01:01:19,480 --> 01:01:22,118 Because I hate this. 637 01:01:23,120 --> 01:01:26,475 - But it's not his fault. - Get off me. 638 01:01:27,400 --> 01:01:29,799 Let me go! 639 01:01:43,880 --> 01:01:46,679 Take me in the car. I have to tell you something. 640 01:01:46,680 --> 01:01:50,114 - Why in the car? - Here I do not want. 641 01:02:05,760 --> 01:02:07,319 How can I say? 642 01:02:07,320 --> 01:02:10,914 How can I say "I love you" without saying 'Thomas' In the same sentence. 643 01:02:11,400 --> 01:02:13,999 It is terrible not to be able to separate two things. 644 01:02:14,000 --> 01:02:16,035 But I can not. 645 01:02:16,040 --> 01:02:18,999 I told him you had become more important than what I wanted. 646 01:02:19,000 --> 01:02:23,390 - You could have told me. - He knows perfectly. 647 01:02:24,720 --> 01:02:27,599 I also told him that I hated this. 648 01:02:27,600 --> 01:02:29,510 And it's true. 649 01:02:31,840 --> 01:02:35,149 I would like to be totally with you but I can not. 650 01:02:36,520 --> 01:02:38,675 I do not know what joins Thomas and me, perhaps nothing 651 01:02:38,676 --> 01:02:41,638 at all, but it is difficult for me to believe it. 652 01:02:41,880 --> 01:02:46,359 Ours cannot last, we are under the effect of the surprise. 653 01:02:46,360 --> 01:02:49,635 Do not precipitate anything, everything will only stop. 654 01:02:49,800 --> 01:02:53,394 As soon as you stop looking at me with interest. 655 01:03:03,000 --> 01:03:05,079 The life in trio is a dream. 656 01:03:05,080 --> 01:03:08,640 While among several it is the reality. 657 01:03:09,800 --> 01:03:12,552 We'll see where it ends. 658 01:03:12,880 --> 01:03:15,711 Let each take theirs. 659 01:03:16,120 --> 01:03:19,039 Discard the pairs by color. 660 01:03:19,040 --> 01:03:22,156 We avoid the jack of spades. 661 01:03:28,680 --> 01:03:31,238 The cards have spoken. 662 01:03:39,440 --> 01:03:40,719 Good night. 663 01:03:40,720 --> 01:03:43,159 - We swim tomorrow morning? - 'Good idea. 664 01:03:43,160 --> 01:03:47,038 - Are you awake? - We'll see who wakes who. 665 01:03:54,360 --> 01:03:56,588 He does not care. 666 01:03:58,920 --> 01:04:01,799 You do not believe what you say, and you know it. 667 01:04:01,800 --> 01:04:03,239 He has decided to move on. 668 01:04:03,240 --> 01:04:07,232 The distinction is important but it's not fair. 669 01:04:08,080 --> 01:04:11,159 Since it will end up happening, thus it's ok? 670 01:04:11,160 --> 01:04:14,628 No, do as if you did not know him. 671 01:04:29,680 --> 01:04:31,715 You awake. 672 01:04:33,040 --> 01:04:36,270 If this is how you see it, so it must be. 673 01:04:37,840 --> 01:04:40,717 You need not stay. 674 01:04:47,480 --> 01:04:50,198 I say to you that you should go out and you go out. 675 01:04:50,880 --> 01:04:54,713 You do not understand anything, do not listen. 676 01:04:56,400 --> 01:04:58,913 I do not understand what you want. 677 01:04:59,240 --> 01:05:01,878 If you still love me. 678 01:05:03,800 --> 01:05:06,358 What do you think of me. 679 01:05:07,080 --> 01:05:11,834 I would like to know if you have met in Paris without me. 680 01:05:17,240 --> 01:05:19,309 Yes. 681 01:05:19,960 --> 01:05:22,996 So you know what I think of you. 682 01:05:23,840 --> 01:05:27,274 I hadn't thought about it before, but now I understand. 683 01:05:28,520 --> 01:05:31,238 I do not want you to stay. 684 01:05:46,880 --> 01:05:50,479 I would do what he asked, if he wanted.. 685 01:05:50,480 --> 01:05:53,039 But I should feel the desire. 686 01:05:53,040 --> 01:05:56,315 It would be an order and I would obey at once. 687 01:05:57,720 --> 01:06:00,278 A desire that is an order. 688 01:06:03,800 --> 01:06:07,792 It was not me who started, it was you who kissed me. 689 01:06:07,800 --> 01:06:10,039 He said he knew we met in Paris. 690 01:06:10,040 --> 01:06:13,508 But he does not know it was you who kissed me. 691 01:06:22,880 --> 01:06:25,518 This night I hate him. 692 01:06:26,280 --> 01:06:31,068 He's just as pretentious as those in high school. 693 01:06:32,440 --> 01:06:36,557 He does not understand what is between people. 694 01:06:37,640 --> 01:06:41,074 He does not understand that he and I are above everything. 695 01:06:50,160 --> 01:06:53,799 So I do not want to go to class, not for the teachers, 696 01:06:53,800 --> 01:06:56,639 there is always some useless one that does not support you. 697 01:06:56,640 --> 01:07:00,029 But we have nothing to do with them. 698 01:07:00,080 --> 01:07:04,072 No, it is all these he-men, vicious and arrogant. 699 01:07:05,920 --> 01:07:10,151 This night, though there's reason, they seem alike and it scares me. 700 01:07:11,960 --> 01:07:15,599 I will stop going to school, I will study at a distance. 701 01:07:20,160 --> 01:07:22,599 I do not want more relations with these little men. 702 01:07:22,600 --> 01:07:25,431 The wars they have. 703 01:07:25,560 --> 01:07:29,279 Thomas should not let me go with them. 704 01:07:30,880 --> 01:07:34,314 This night has a very cold look. 705 01:07:35,280 --> 01:07:39,477 If I was kissing him, it would ice over the whole body. 706 01:07:39,760 --> 01:07:42,599 He has not kissed me but I am frozen. 707 01:07:42,600 --> 01:07:43,599 It's the same. 708 01:07:43,600 --> 01:07:46,319 It is not cold, it is an insensitivity. 709 01:07:46,320 --> 01:07:49,436 Sometimes, emotions just leave you. 710 01:07:49,880 --> 01:07:51,439 You end up not feeling anything. 711 01:07:51,440 --> 01:07:53,239 Feelings, not the emotions. 712 01:07:53,240 --> 01:07:55,839 Feelings cause emotions. 713 01:07:55,840 --> 01:07:57,919 Yes, but it is not a nice word. 714 01:07:57,920 --> 01:08:00,959 It was not to use 'feeling' to kick some ass. 715 01:08:00,960 --> 01:08:03,679 I know you do not like. 716 01:08:03,680 --> 01:08:06,432 Sometimes I do not care. 717 01:08:07,760 --> 01:08:11,679 Often I pushed the emotions back of the people who wanted. 718 01:08:11,680 --> 01:08:15,194 Or perhaps what was rejected were mine. 719 01:08:15,800 --> 01:08:20,156 There are days in which scarcely you support the love of the others. 720 01:08:22,000 --> 01:08:25,119 Thomas is very afraid of the feelings. 721 01:08:25,120 --> 01:08:29,317 That does not mean that he doesn't have, but just the opposite. 722 01:08:32,360 --> 01:08:35,359 When I lived with him and his mother, 723 01:08:35,360 --> 01:08:37,799 I did not like him as much as now. 724 01:08:37,800 --> 01:08:40,597 I wasn't in love with him on a daily basis. 725 01:08:40,880 --> 01:08:44,839 There were things about him and moments I did not like. 726 01:08:44,840 --> 01:08:48,559 Now I like him all the time, whatever he does. 727 01:08:56,800 --> 01:09:01,039 I love him up to a point and when he kisses me, it is the unconscious one. 728 01:09:01,040 --> 01:09:04,319 Yes, the two you kiss, we are in love with the same. 729 01:09:04,320 --> 01:09:06,912 We will be forever. 730 01:09:08,440 --> 01:09:12,034 Soon I will not be able to kiss the girl that he loves. 731 01:09:12,960 --> 01:09:16,079 Soon I will cease to have charm. 732 01:09:16,080 --> 01:09:20,038 That's why we like being in love with you at the same time. 733 01:09:21,080 --> 01:09:24,559 When tomorrow we swim together we will think about you, 734 01:09:24,560 --> 01:09:28,039 without saying your name even once, Juliette. 735 01:09:28,040 --> 01:09:30,999 You're crazy! He will not swim with you. 736 01:09:31,000 --> 01:09:33,239 He is going to be angry. 737 01:09:33,240 --> 01:09:37,038 And he and you are not equal, are not the same thing. 738 01:09:39,520 --> 01:09:41,873 I already I am less cold. 739 01:09:43,600 --> 01:09:46,079 Will you come to say good night? 740 01:09:46,080 --> 01:09:47,956 Yes. 741 01:12:27,480 --> 01:12:29,879 We should not. 742 01:12:36,520 --> 01:12:39,909 Yes, like any girl. 743 01:12:47,960 --> 01:12:51,155 Later, it will end. 744 01:12:51,480 --> 01:12:53,754 I love him. 745 01:13:36,040 --> 01:13:38,359 Day Five: although I have been caught, it's not for nothing ... 746 01:13:38,360 --> 01:13:40,839 Thomas is stronger. 747 01:15:29,880 --> 01:15:31,959 It is not a history of sex, not against you. 748 01:15:31,960 --> 01:15:34,159 I did not ask anything! 749 01:15:34,160 --> 01:15:35,999 I do not want to hear anything. 750 01:15:36,000 --> 01:15:38,433 And much less of you. 751 01:15:43,400 --> 01:15:46,119 When we got downstairs I thought one thing only: 752 01:15:46,120 --> 01:15:48,473 The head breaks. 753 01:16:06,200 --> 01:16:09,873 I have decided to shout whenever you approach. 754 01:16:12,800 --> 01:16:16,359 And also, every time I go near you. 755 01:16:16,360 --> 01:16:19,590 To shout so that he hears me and comes at once. 756 01:16:33,880 --> 01:16:36,199 Thomas! 757 01:17:32,720 --> 01:17:36,159 I have a covenant of eternity with Thomas. 758 01:17:36,160 --> 01:17:40,479 Although I have fallen, it doesn't serve for nothing, it is stronger. 759 01:17:40,480 --> 01:17:42,913 It is stronger than you. 760 01:17:51,080 --> 01:17:53,718 I will go first. 761 01:19:23,240 --> 01:19:26,390 We could be street sweepers in Venice. 762 01:19:27,680 --> 01:19:30,193 There it would be okay. 763 01:19:35,640 --> 01:19:38,517 We would wake up on the water. 764 01:19:41,600 --> 01:19:44,158 That is so nice. 765 01:19:52,360 --> 01:19:56,955 Closer to home there is a couple that lives at the entrance of a store. 766 01:19:58,080 --> 01:20:00,559 They are boy and girl. 767 01:20:10,320 --> 01:20:13,595 Surely they will not be separated ever. 768 01:20:19,280 --> 01:20:22,032 Neither will we. 769 01:20:31,880 --> 01:20:34,999 There's no obligation to be sad post animal sex. 770 01:20:35,000 --> 01:20:38,514 - "Post", not "prost". - Yes. 771 01:20:39,280 --> 01:20:45,070 - After fucking the animal rests. - No, after fucking he is sad. 772 01:20:45,880 --> 01:20:48,719 We will ask him about it when we return to Paris. 773 01:20:48,720 --> 01:20:52,951 And he will answer: "What do you care?" 774 01:20:55,520 --> 01:20:56,919 Let's go. 775 01:20:56,920 --> 01:20:59,433 This is sordid.